I’m a doubter by nature.
No matter how hard I try to start doubting about a situation, sooner or later doubt creeps in.
I don’t know. I guess it’s something God gave me to learn from during my lifetime.
But it’s definitely given me a lot of grief, and it’ giving me a lot of grief at this moment.
I’m sick of questioning my major.
It’s Fashion Design, but am I really cut out for it? Will I even like it? Do I have that designer state of mind? Can I really design clothes???
I feel so uninspired.
So what about music? I never wanted music as a career, but as the band year goes on I realize how much I love it and how great of a passion I have for it. I love taking apart music and learning from and about it and challenging myself with harder pieces. I like learning new instruments and make music with a group, whether it’s vocally or instrumental.
With how much music is a part of my life, why would I pick anything else?
I don’t know. It’s all very puzzling to me.
I know I need to pick one thing and stick to my decisions, but it’s hard sometimes.
Anyway, we found an apartment!! Yaaaay.
and at a decent price! Yaaaay.
AND we can bring Elle, Tim’s snake. Yaaaay.
We could bring my kitty too, cept it costs too much to bring her :( Not yaaaay.
It’s a stressful time for first time apartment peeps.
Now I have to go finish up a scholarship and study.
Have a good evening.
Maybe my next post won’t be so lame.